教官对我来说一直都是一个模糊的概念,不知道当教官到底意味着什么。卓越三国还只认为教官只是再玩一遍三国再带带小朋友。直到第一次进班真正和小朋友接触才意识到教官远比自己想的更艰辛。那种不知道怎么正确引导学弟妹让他们投入活动并且接受我们的手足无措是我之前没有想到的。一个接一个针对活动意义的问题也让我措不及防。在那之后我对我自己能否胜任教官的职位产生了怀疑。我是不是真的不适合当教官。这个问题的答案在日后我和同学们的相处中得到了。我当时并没有因为第一次进班与想象的落差而自暴自弃,有身边的其他教官给我建议,还有我的搭档和我一起认真设计课程,思考应对突发事件的方法。即便还是没法做到万事俱备,但是确实为学弟妹的新生成长营交上了一份令他们满意的答卷。虽然在热血三国我并没有担任活动或队辅教官而是担任摄影和剪辑为各位记录下在教官的大家庭中和家人们度过的时光,我同样学到了很多,也在家庭中找到了自己热爱并且适合的职位。
The concept of an instructor has always been a vague one for me, not knowing what it really means to be an instructor. I only thought that an instructor would just play the three kingdoms again and then take care of the kids. It wasn't until the first time I entered the class and really got in touch with the kids that I realized that being an instructor was far more difficult than I thought. I didn't know how to properly guide the younger students to get them involved in the activity and accept our helplessness, which I didn't expect before. I was also caught off guard by one question after another about the meaning of the event. After that, I had doubts about my ability to be an instructor. Was I really not fit to be an instructor. The answer to this question came later in my time with my classmates. I didn't give up on myself because of the difference between my first class and my imagination. I had other instructors around me to give me advice, and my partner to work with me to carefully design the course and think of ways to deal with emergencies. Even though I still couldn't do everything, I did deliver a satisfactory answer to the younger students for their Freshman Development Camp. Although I did not serve as an activity or team assistant instructor at Hotshots, but rather as a photographer and editor to record the time I spent with my family in the instructor family, I learned a lot and found a position in my family that I love and fit in.
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