Kang Chiao 菁英活动志工团队

曾经，两位身穿教官服迷彩裤的学长姐走进我们的班级，在我的心中打开了一扇窗心底的种子，用三年的时间将她绚丽的花枝伸向了窗外三年前的场景，再次生动地展现在我的眼前只是这一次，我和我的搭档一起，站在队伍的最前方。还记得首次进班级时，紧张的感觉遍布全身，好像又回到新生成长营第一次带关卡的时候。那一次，和搭档的配合也着实缺乏默契，全程最大的纠结莫过于：这一段是你讲？还是我讲？最后常常落得几秒的静默或是几人同时开口的窘迫局面。显然，这次的教学成果也并没有达到预期，回去后，我也因为自己不少莫名的小失误而自责到无法平息。到了第二次进班，我们调整方针，尝试通过本色出演的方式融入班级。事实证明这很有效，学弟妹们都更愿意参与进来。在总教官考核时，他们的表现也让我出乎意料。在正式活动中，他们则带给了我更多惊喜。在第一天下午的活动当中，当发现学弟妹们学会了自己带领爱的鼓励，在活动中尝试相互提醒督促时，我感到无比庆幸自己遇到了他们——804。我常常想，自己当年是不是那个不愿意出声，不愿意做动作的角色？当时的红蝶和海狮教官是怎么做的呢？这是很成功的心理建设。在活动中，我变得更有耐心，对于学弟妹的一切行为表现，都用包容的态度去理解，去感受。我尽我所能，给予全部的温柔去陪伴他们，去倾听他们的声音。这或许是一个彼此了解感化的过程。在我逐渐放松自己，拉近与学弟妹的距离时，不知不觉地，他们也接受了我。他们愿意在烧烤时，不顾我的推脱，一次次地将烤串送到我嘴边；愿意在合照时将我拉到中心位；也愿意在一天的攻城略地后，兴奋地告诉我她们辉煌的成绩，要求一个爱的抱抱。看到这样的他们，我忽然觉得自己一直看重的输赢变得不再重要。天下霸业又算什么呢？三天里的每一幕都已经构成值得珍藏的胶卷，而我则有幸在画面中留下了自己的身影。回想从八年级到现在，时光改变了我，改变了很多事，却一直没有动摇最初的梦想。希望我也已经在某处种下了梦想的种子，愿这些种子在未来的三年里，生根，发芽，再迎着朝阳，开出绚丽的花。

Two senior students once walked into our classroom， opening a window in my heartThe seed in my heart use three years to stretch her branches outside the windowThe scene from three years ago was once again vividly presented in front of my eyesBut this time， I am with my partner， standing at the front of the crowd.Remember the first time I walk into their class， the nervous feeling was all over my body， as if back to when we are at the Freshman Camp. This time， there was a lack of tacit understandings between me and my partners. We always struggled with: Are you going to say this? Or I say? It usually ends up with a few seconds of silence or the embarrassment of several people speaking at the same time. Of course， the results of the teaching had not met the expectations. When I went back， I could not stop blaming myself for a number of mistakes that I made in class. The second time， we adjust our attitude and try to integrate with the class. It turns out to be very effective and the students are more willing to participate. At the examination， I was surprised by their performance. They brought me more astonishment. I felt so lucky that I meet this class when I figured out that they learned to shout the slogan themselves without my lead and remind each other of important events.I often wondered if I was the one who didn't want to speak out and participate? Then what did the seniors do? It was a very successful psychological construction. During the activities， I became more patient， and I tried to understand their behaviors. I tried my best to give them all the tenderness I have to accompany them and to listen to them. As I began to relax my self and get closer to the students， they accepted me. They were willing to put the barbecue into my mouth， in spite of my rejection; they were willing to pull me to the center when the photo was taken， and they are willing to tell me excitedly after they get a brilliant score， and ask for a hug.When I saw them， I suddenly felt that what I always valued， to win or to lose， was no longer important. The scene in three days has been a valuable film， and I am fortunate to have left my figure in. From the eighth grade till now， time had changed me and a lot of things， but it never broke my goal. I hope I have planted the seeds somewhere too， may these seeds take root and germinate in the next three years， so I will see the flower.

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