张懿心 SUBY ZHANG

时隔三天再次回想起三国,满脑子只剩下互相的打闹,以及对孩子们的思念。
        有些特别,这次三国,我所带的是从西安而来的孩子们。开始我很紧张,怕他们不听话,背地里嘲笑我。(不知道我的老师在第一次带我们时是不是也这个心情)虽然不说出来,心底里也有在时不时抱怨,他们怎么不像其他班一样更热情一些,出事了为什么只找班主任,不信任我们吗?那天晚上,我听到了其他班的闲言蜚语,听说了班上好多女孩子在前一天哭了,这才醒悟过来,在害怕的不只是我,来到一个完全陌生的环境,面对这些从来没见过的人,他们,也在害怕。
        三国的第二天,轮到我领班,带他们跑关卡。为了能拉近距离,也为了在某人不听话时能及时制止,我下功夫记下了他们每个人的名字。世界像是被点亮了一般,每个孩子的个性伴随着名字变得独立,鲜明了起来。他们很可爱,小铁人得了第一会千里迢迢跑到在老远处站岗的我这儿来报喜;他们很幼稚,趁我不注意解我鞋带,叫纳豆芬芳姐;他们很冲动,男生和女生会吵架,男生和男生会吵架,女生和女生会吵架,和其他班的人也会吵架;他们很照顾我,在我疲惫时会互相提醒,保持纪律,在我哭泣时会担心我,给予我拥抱,在“注意”时会晃动大拇指,真的把它变成了“比赞”。
        三国的第三天,留下了许多遗憾。没能再多听听他们讲讲关于他们的故事,没能再多告诉他们点康桥的好,最终也没能做到,微笑着说再见。 
        第三天最后拍视频所说的“传承”最初只因为大家的滥用给我留下了很大的映像。还记得最初报名三国时写下的原因是“当年没玩够,还想在热血一次”。八年级的热血三国一直是我无法忘掉的回忆,是它让我更加了解了班上的同学,图改了曾经对他们的偏见。给我那最后悠闲的青春划下了甜蜜,但留有遗憾的句点。然而让我感到惊叹的是,这个想法在活动结束后被孩子们再次提了出来,“这次经营活动是个无法忘掉的回忆”,我曾经的心情,被传承了下去。
        2019年的热血三国,不负众望的完满结束了。感谢所有的老师,策划了整个活动,准备场景,准备道具,在我们后面擦屁股,在看不到的地方默默付出幸苦。(烧烤那段的设计真的绝了)虽然不服气,但你们提的那些似乎不现实的要求的确在用于实战时起到了很大的帮助。感谢高年级的学长姐们,明明自己也很疲惫很忙但还是借给我们肩膀依靠,教会我们经验的同时还是准备了额外的食物、润喉糖,搞怪,烘托气氛,逗我们笑。感谢我身边的所有一起参与的教官们,排舞时回应我,认真的参与,明明是不擅长的事;在我手足无措时帮助我,替我扯开嗓子管理纪律,帮我整理好厨余垃圾袋,停下来等我,给予我理解安慰还有微笑。感谢我的搭档,你的陪伴带给了我许多勇气,为了管理好孩子还果断放弃了(温柔的)形象和嗓子,还有那些帮我们拍的照片,还有等我等到这么晚交心得。
        想说的话终于都说完了,最后一句:遇见你们真好。
After three days, I remembered the Three Kingdoms again. I was full of brains and thoughts about the children.
         Some special, this time the three countries, I brought the children from Xi'an.  At first I was very nervous, afraid that they would not obey, and laughed at me in the back.  (I don't know if my teachers is also in this mood when they first brought us.) Although I don't say it, I also complained from time to time in my heart. Why are they not as enthusiastic as other classes? Why did they only look for the class teacher?  Trust us?  That night, I heard the gossip of other classes. I heard that many girls in the class cried the day before, and then they woke up, not only afraid of me, but also came to a completely strange environment.  People who have never seen them, they are also afraid.
         On the second day of the Three Kingdoms, it was my turn to lead the class and take them to the level.  In order to get closer and to stop in time when someone is not obedient, I have worked hard to write down the names of each of them.  The world seems to be lit up, and each child’s personality becomes independent and distinct with the name.  They are very cute, little iron man
 The first will run thousands of miles to the station in the old distance to report the news; they are very childish, I don't pay attention to my shoelaces, called natto fragrance sister; they are very impulsive, boys and girls will quarrel, boys and  Boys will quarrel, girls and girls will quarrel, and other classes will quarrel; they take care of me, remind each other when I am tired, keep discipline, worry about me when I cry, give me a hug, in "attention  "When you shake your thumb, you really turn it into "Baizan."
         On the third day of the Three Kingdoms, many regrets were left.  I couldn't listen to them more about their stories. I couldn't tell them more about Kangqiao. I couldn't do it. I smiled and said goodbye.
         The "inheritance" mentioned in the last video of the third day was originally a big image because of the abuse of everyone.  I remember that the reason I wrote when I first signed up for the Three Kingdoms was that "I didn't play enough in the past, I still want to be in the blood."  The eight-year-old blood of the Three Kingdoms has always been a memory that I can't forget. It has made me more aware of the classmates in the class. It has changed the prejudice against them.  Give me the sweetest of my last leisurely youth, but leave a regrettable ending.  However, I was amazed that this idea was once again raised by the children after the event. "This business activity is an unforgettable memory." My former mood was passed down.
         In the 2019 year of the bloody three countries, the fullness of the expectations is over.  Thanks to all the teachers, planned the whole event, prepared the scene, prepared the props, wiped the butt behind us, and silently gave thanks in the invisible place.  (The design of the barbecue section is really good.) Although not convinced, the requirements that you mentioned that seem unrealistic have indeed helped a lot in actual combat.  I am grateful to the seniors and seniors who know that they are very tired and busy, but they still lend us shoulders and teach us the experience while preparing extra food, throat lozenges, funny, setting the atmosphere and making us laugh.  Thanks to all the instructors who participated in me, responded to me during the dance, seriously participated, obviously not good at it; help me when I am at a loss, pull the management discipline for me, help me sort out the kitchen waste  Bag, stop and wait for me, give me a sense of comfort and a smile.  Thanks to my partner, your company has given me a lot of courage. In order to manage my children, I have given up the (gentle) image and voice, and the photos that helped us, and waited for me to wait so late.
         I finally finished talking about what I wanted to say. The last sentence: It’s good to meet you.



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