林炬琦 JOHNNY LIN

世上有两种最耀眼的光芒,
一种是太阳,
一种是我们努力的模样。
依稀记得两个月前面对猴子手足无措的模样……
春华秋实,
一切都从零开始,
在结束之际又圆满收官。
两个月的辛勤训练里,
我们牺牲了睡眠,舍弃了时间,放下了课业......
换来的是蜕变一样的成果!
我的性格算不上外向,平时的交际不如别人那般灵活自信。像我这样寡言的人,遇到教官这种需要很强社交能力的活动时,往往会为难自己。所以在一开始的训练以及进班教学中,我并不是很在状态,与成员们的交流也是非常的僵硬。既不能发挥作用,也不能融入团体。那段日子里,我真的过的很不容易。好在我有一个经验丰富的搭档,我做得不足的地方她会及时提点建议;我遇到社交盲区时,她会给我做很好的示范。(虽然一直被骂,但还是要在此特地鸣谢!)虽然学习的过程有些漫长,但我做到了用心,我告诉自己,自己现在的样子是上不了台面的,是绝对没法拿出来给学弟学妹看的......或许是这种心理的使然,我比以前任何时候都要重视自己的缺点。而且,我能感觉到自己能力的提升:初次进班是让我十分尴尬的,三十双眼睛就这么直勾勾地盯着我,让我胆怯地不知所措,语无伦次的同时只能把希望的目光寄托在搭档的身上。等到第二次、第三次进班的时候,我就不像前面几次一样害羞了,虽然说话的方式还是有些僵硬,但比以前有了大的改观。我渐渐地尝试与学弟学妹们交流,在熟悉他们的同时也让他们认识了我。这为正式的活动做了很好的铺垫,使我在正式活动时更容易用自己的激情感染学弟妹们。真正活动的三天是很累的,每天起早贪黑,带队全程靠吼,很不幸运的是搭档在第二天喊破了嗓子,担心之余我又感觉多了几分责任,也就是在第二天,我真切地感受到了搭档的辛苦,管理带队到底还是一份体力活。不过看着学弟妹们卖力律动和积极配合的样子,我感觉这一切都是值得的。在与搭档的协作下,我们和学弟妹渐渐混熟了。起初我还没有意识到这一点,直到后来烧烤时,学弟妹们纷纷把烤熟的肉串往我们的盒饭里面塞,我才意识到自己的存在感。学弟妹的热情让我信心倍增,也让我有了前进的动力。起初我以为,是我的热情感染了学弟学妹们的心,但在活动结束那天,与学弟妹拥抱道别时眼眶里的泪水告诉我,是我被他们的热情感动了。在此我想感谢一下811班三十名迷人的小可爱们,谢谢你们的热情,谢谢你们的努力,谢谢你们的爱,你们一直都是最棒的!
蜕变的过程是绚丽而又迷人的,
期待明年再有机会参加热血三国教官挑战营!
 
There are two kinds of the most dazzling light in the world.
One is the sun,
One is what we strive for.
Vaguely remember the two months before the monkeys are helpless...
Fruitful,
Everything starts from scratch,
At the end of the day, it ended successfully.
In the two months of hard work,
We sacrificed sleep, abandoned time, and put down our classes...
In exchange for the same results!
 My personality is not extroverted, and the usual communication is not as flexible and confident as others. People like me who are ignorant often encounter difficulties when they encounter instructors who need strong social skills. So in the initial training and in-class teaching, I was not very in the state, and the communication with the members was very stiff. It can neither function nor integrate into the group. During that time, I really had a hard time. Fortunately, I have an experienced partner. When I am not doing enough, she will make suggestions in time; when I encounter a social blind spot, she will give me a good demonstration. (Although I have been jealous, I still have to thank him here.) Although the process of learning is a bit long, I have done my heart. I told myself that I can’t get on the table now. I can’t give it to my schoolmate. What the school girl looks at... Perhaps this kind of mentality, I have to pay attention to my shortcomings at any time. Moreover, I can feel the improvement of my ability: the first time I entered the class is very embarrassing, and the thirty eyes are so staring at me so that I can’t be overwhelmed and incoherent. The eyes of hope are pinned on the partner. When I waited for the second and third time, I was not as shy as the previous ones. Although the way of speaking was still somewhat stiff, it was a big change. I gradually tried to communicate with my schoolmates and let them know me while being familiar with them. This paved the way for formal events, making it easier for me to infect my younger siblings with my passion during formal events. The three days of real activity are very tired. Every day, I get up early and lead the team. I am very unlucky for the partner to scream the scorpion the next day. I worry that I feel a little more responsibility, that is, in the first Two days, I really felt the hard work of the partner, and the management team was still a physical activity. However, looking at the way the younger brothers and sisters are working hard and actively cooperating, I feel that it is all worthwhile. In collaboration with our partners, we have become more familiar with our younger brothers. At first I didn't realize this. Until the barbecue, the younger brothers and sisters stuffed the grilled meat into our lunch box, and I realized my sense of existence. The enthusiasm of the younger brothers and sisters has increased my confidence and gave me the motivation to move forward. At first I thought that my enthusiasm had infected the hearts of my schoolmates, but on the day of the event, when I was saying goodbye to my brother and sister, the tears in my eyes told me that I was moved by their passion. I would like to thank the 811 class of 30 charming little cute people, thank you for your enthusiasm, thank you for your efforts, thank you for your love, you have always been the best!
The process of transformation is beautiful and fascinating.
I look forward to another opportunity to participate in the Three Kingdom Instructors Challenge Camp next year!



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