陆楹妍 OLIVIA   LU

相聚不是开始,离别也不是结束,三天的时间白驹过隙,但在我心底留下的是最浓墨重彩的一笔,平凡却又无比珍贵。作为队辅教官参加热血三国,从依靠别人,变成可以被依靠的人,不仅仅是一次身份上的改变,更是态度和精神上的转变。
为期两个月的准备,每一个人都想要做到最好,给学弟学妹们带来三天两夜的最好体验。在活动开始的前一天很晚才睡着,一直害怕自己做的不好,拖累了对这次活动充满希望的学弟妹们,害怕自己会让他们失望。在开始带领学弟妹活动的时候,也确实才发现自己还有很多方面的不足。第一天带着他们跑关卡,因为自己声音不大,没有了搭档的帮助,虽然大家都很兴奋,但气氛一直很难带起来。总是希望他们能做更好也觉得他们能做到,为他们着急,也对自己生气:为什么到了问题发生后才发现我还可以做的更好。
我想,对我而言感触最深的,还是813的全体同学,虽然有人是今年刚转过来的新生,有偶尔会调皮的,有很会照顾大家的,有欢笑有泪水,有无措有委屈,但所有的感情汇集起来,化作的是对所有同学在经历了这次热血三国后所表现出来团结的一面和浓浓的的骄傲感!很感谢他们一直在积极配合我们,全心全意的信任着我们,也包容着我们,和我们一起为着同一个目标而努力着。在宣布“吴国,天下霸业”的时候,望着他们每一张涨红的脸上满满的骄傲和兴奋,心里是沉甸甸的,说不清楚是喜悦,满足亦或是自豪。当他们一个个走上前和我们道别的时候,我脸上满满都是微笑,但心里却是一股酸酸涩涩的的感觉,笑着和每一个人拥抱,但回到宿舍一个人呆着的时候,鼻尖的酸涩却是再也忍不住了,一直都很想和他们说,他们每一个人在我心里都是最棒的!虽然每一天都过得很累,但每一天都很有意义很充实啊。
不再是一味的懂得怎样服从,逐渐开始明白领队的不易,领导能力的重要性。也更加清楚明白怎样沟通交流才是最有效的,相处最重要的是互相体谅互相尊重。最后,真挚的感谢所有老师对这次活动付出的一切,感谢十二年级的学长姐们作为前辈对我们的指导照顾,对我们队辅教官所有不足的包容,也感谢搭档和学弟学妹们对我的信任,对我很多做的不好的地方的包涵!希望自己可以带着这份感动,这份成长,在今后成为一个更好的人。任时光荏苒,有些东西却永不会消散。
Meeting is not the beginning, parting is not the end, three days time fleeting, but in my heart left is the most colorful, ordinary but very precious. It is not only a change of identity, but also a change of attitude and spirit to participate in the three hot blooded countries from relying on others to relying on people.
During the two-month preparation, everyone wants to do their best and bring the best experience of three days and two nights to the students. I fell asleep very late the day before the activity started. I was always afraid that I could not do well, which dragged down the students who were full of hope for the activity. I was afraid that I would let them down. But when I started to lead the activities of younger brothers and sisters, I really found that I had many deficiencies. On the first day, I took them to the checkpoint, because my voice was not loud, without the help of my partner, although everyone was very excited, the atmosphere was always difficult to bring up. I always hoped that they could do better and felt that they could do it. I was worried for them and angry with myself. Why did I find that I could do better after the problem happened?
I think, for me, the deepest feeling is all the students of 813. Although some of them are new students who have just turned over this year, some of them are naughty occasionally, some of them take good care of others, some of them laugh, some of them cry, some of them have done something wrong, some of them have been wronged, but all of them have come together to show a strong pride in the unity of all the students after experiencing the three hot blooded countries. Proud!! I'm very grateful that they have been actively cooperating with us, trusting us wholeheartedly, embracing us and working together for the same goal. When announcing "Wu Kingdom, the world's hegemony", looking at their red faces full of pride and excitement, my heart is heavy, I don't know if it's joy, satisfaction or pride. When they came to say goodbye to us one by one, my face was full of smiles, but my heart was a sour and astringent feeling. I smiled and hugged everyone, but when I came back to the dormitory, I couldn't help it. I always wanted to say to them that every one of them was the best in my heart! Although every day is very tired, but every day is very meaningful and full.
No longer blindly understand how to obey, gradually began to understand the difficulty of the leader, the importance of leadership. Also more clearly understand how to communicate is the most effective, get along with the most important is mutual understanding and mutual respect. Finally, I would like to sincerely thank all teachers for all they have done for this activity. I would like to thank the seniors of grade 12 for their guidance and care for us, for their tolerance for all the shortcomings of our team's assistant instructors, for their trust in me and for their inclusion in many bad things I have done! I hope I can bring this feeling, this growth, and become a better person in the future. As time goes by, some things will never disappear.



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